This guy...

There is a guy that I went out with. He would be the ideal guy for me. Instead of him becoming my everythig I broke up with him. It was not because of his grades or his looks or anythhing like that, it's just because I didn't feel anything. I did like him and I have gone out with other guys before. I know what it feels like to want to stay with that person forever and never let him go...
I also know that not every guy that I go out with is going to feel special, it will feel like being with your best-friend a lot more than usual. I feel bad that I didn't tell him why I broke up with him, but I am goin to tell him why...do you think I should?

Boys

Okay anyway its been a long time since iv'e typed. That guy that I talked about well.....hes a jack-butt. He would'nt even return any of my emailes!! And i've come to the conclusion to not trust any guys!!! They could even mean it if they said that they loved you or they just could be straight up lying!

Faces..

I see faces everywhere. Not any faces, but his face. Every day I see him and then I look back and It's just another regular guy. Am I mental???!?

What do I do?

Ok so like I said, his words wound me but yet they make me forget what he did, that he hurt me. So I forget and cover up my wound with his words and love. Is this the right thing to do? Today that is what happend, should I tell him something? Should I just ignore him? What do I do?

Love is...

Love is pain, sorrow, desperation,and regret, but yet at the same time its happiness, joy, magic, and freedom-why?All those nights in pain while you let out all your tears, it's replaced by happy, joyful memories with the one you love. Howcome his words, as sharp as a knife, make you cry and weep, when you cannot forget him, you cannot bear the thought of losing him so you patch up your wounds with his love and his words until you can forget that he hurt you. He hurt you but he mended your wounds when you were in pain,when you were bleeding, thats always bound to leave a mark. No matter what he did you always forgive him, until you realize what he is doing, he doesnt love you, but he taught you how to love, and when you find the one who loves you back you will thank him, thank the one who taught you to love, for teaching you how to love, even if he did not love you back.
This happened to me, what do you think about it?